Crisis Precedes Transformation


A Sentient BEing once expressed:

"Everything is progressive. Everything evolves to a higher state, a more complex state. And yet, the complexity is the simplicity. We need to return to the simplicity we had in Christ. The word simplicity in Greek comes from the word oneness. So, we all are returning to the most simple thing there is in the world. The most simple premise to come from is that all things are one. All things are each other. There is this tremendous unified field in which all spirits merge into each other - become each other. Out of that field of potential comes our ability to attain the highest state of remembrance. We have to remember there is nothing, really, to attain. It's already been attained.

Now, God sees the manifestation of His Son waking up, just as you see your son waking up and refocusing himself to a different reality than the one he thought he was in while asleep. But, sometimes you don't wake right up. Sometimes it takes a while. You go through a twilight, a grey area where you are between sleep and awake. You are not sure which is real. What you just dreamed or what you are seeing round about you. You have to remember before there is a transformation, there is a crisis which proceeds it. All of the atoms that go up the scale, such as hydrogen atoms which in turn become lithium atoms, and so on. They all have to go through crisis's and breakdown to attain that.

There is a wonderful experiment that scientists have made with atoms and watching them. They found out, at the time of breakdown of atoms, one molecule would separate from all the other molecules and go over here and get quiet. The rest would be totally jumping around in disorder and crisis. But, one would draw aside and get quiet. Pretty soon, two or three would come over and join it and get quiet. The two or three produced an electromagnetic effect that began to attract fifties. The fifties began to attract hundreds. The hundreds began to attract thousands. The thousands began to attract millions of molecules until all that was in disarray and crisis and didn't know which way to go, would join the others and form a pod. A pod they call it, a community of molecules. That would make us understand the scripture "Be still and know that I am God".

When they all had gathered together, then they produced a synergy. The word synergy means that something is greater than it's parts. This is why when you get together in groups there is so much energy. Each individual is bringing their energy, but our energy together produces something that is greater than you could experience by yourself. We experience it together at a completely different level called synergy.

I think that one of the greatest synergetic scriptures in the Bible is "Where two or three come together I AM in the midst." The I is the synergy of two or three gathering, making something greater.

When I started out in this many, many years ago there was very few who believed it. This is kind of a paradox, because the crowds were bigger than they are now, but fewer people on the planet were enlightened. There were really very few people that had hold of identity. What we had, even back in the late sixties, some of us, during the Bill Britton days, the Sons of God--the seventies - there were very few. But now, I'm finding out the crowds are smaller, but there is more on the planet that have really come into enlightenment.

I want to say this in a very humble way because I don't mean it egoically. I have no ego left in me to receive this as an egoic thing. I do believe, that it is because of the few who came together in the sixties, seventies, and early eighties that produced a field that began to attract people. People began to be enlightened because of what was going on in the unseen. The prototype was Joshua. Joshua was not known at the time because Moses was the front man. The Moses ministry. He could go and stand and hold up his hands and half million or two Israelites would burst into praise at Moses' presence at the door of the tabernacle.

What they didn't know was that there was this little insignificant ministry in the back room who was making intercession for Moses. Moses was getting power from Joshua who was hiding in the back room unseen.

I believe with all my heart for the last twenty five or thirty years, there has been this little ministry that hasn't been seen on TBN, not seen on PTL or had a name like Oral Roberts. But, it has been a little insignificant group of people who were meeting together and because of what they were doing, the power was going out to the ministry that was in front of the people.

The time came when Moses was dead and it was time for Joshua to rise and to take the people over the Jordan. We've got to understand that there may be a shift of moving us out of the secret place and moving us into a place of manifestation. Before God does that, we will have been so processed that we will not fall into the egoic traps of the past ministries that have been given to the masses. That is the difference. I will tell you why.

Because we were as the sons of Zadok that did not go astray when Israel went astray, but remained faithful over God's holy things. And, God said unto the sons of Zadok, "Come nigh unto me and minister unto Me." This is a ministry unto God. This is not a ministry unto human beings. I am not here to try to save your flesh. I am not here to try to change your ways. I am not here to try to put you under condemnation and tell you, you should do this or that. I'm not going to get in your "stuff". I'm here for the salvation of God and the salvation of the Lamb upon the throne. I'm here to set the prisoner free for the spirit of the Lord is upon me. And, who is the prisoner? God within this flesh. It is time God came out of this earth who has been cut off in the land of the living. It is time for that which is only the hope in me to become the glory as me. I want Christ to become my little toe. I want Christ to become my hands. I want Christ to become my ears. I want to be His coming and His appearing. I want you to know that I am here for the God in you.

I'm not here to deal with your little idiosyncrasies. I'm not here to focus upon, or blow out of proportion your little stuff - your quirks- your little hidden fantasies because I see it all as hay, wood and stubble. I see it all as part of the dream (Adam's dream) and illusion. It's just stuff that is going to burn up as the sacred baptism of fire comes down upon the people.

I'm here to reach into the God of your being. I am here to assist in any way you want me to or will allow me to help create a user-friendly environment where Christ feels safe to come. Into an atmosphere that is comfortable for Him.

I'm tired of the visitations of the Lord. I don't want God visiting. I heard someone quote the scripture today, "We live move and have our being in Him". But, I really appreciated that they went one to say the other side of the coin, that He lives, moves and has His being in us.

Sometimes you have to say what it doesn't say in the letter. You have to read the "white" of the page. Don't read just the black and the red. Read the "white. The white is the code. The white is what is behind the letter of the word.

Remember that Jesus not only said, "The Father is in me, but I am in the Father", therefore we are one. So, we are here to reach God. And, I will tell you what reaches God - love. Because that is what He is. What does not reach God is judgement, condemnation, fear, guilt, anxiety, manipulation and control. All of that stuff by which man has learned how to survive with, will not produce a heavenly place.

We have to sit in heavenly places because that is where Christ will come into. We have to be a heaven within ourselves. A place of peace and life and joy and unconditional love and then deep will call unto deep and like will attract like. That is when Christ comes out of the depths of the darkness of the subconscious where He has been continuously stuffed and stuffed in denial because of theology, dogma, revelation, knowledge, and information that has bombarded the brain until it has become the thing that has stood guard over the body not allowing Christ to come and put His feet upon the mountains of Zion.

Song:

He's coming to us as the dawning
The Daystar arises again
Revealing Emanuel's glory
The union of God and man.
He wakes us morning by morning
He opens our ears to His word
We see the glory and the majesty
of Jesus the Christ and Lord
Deep crieth unto the deep in the Christ
Love calleth unto Love
Ever searching for treasures that's hidden in sons
This is the pearl of great price.

That song just came up in me that we use to sing from years back. The Christ in me calls to the Christ in you. There is an Eastern word for that called Namaste. Namaste means the Christ in me salutes the Christ in you.

Be free and let the Christ come forth in you!

To sum things up we were saying crisis precedes transformation, birth pangs precede a birth. Everything that you have seen individually with the first fruits people is over as we enter into a different dispensation of time. What will happen is we will move from individual salvation, individual healing, into collective salvation. People are going to all get this at the same time, in orders. I don't mean all at the same time, but orders of people. It's every man at the resurrection, in his own order. This is where we get the term "planetary Pentecost" that Barbara Marx Hubbard coined.

When she came to us she first used a negative scenario to explain this. She used the illustration of Kennedy being shot, and how through the mass media, the whole world was joined together. Millions of people.

Almost everyone can tell you where they were when they heard the news of Kennedy being shot. I was a stock boy at Vandervers department store in Tulsa, Okla. and ministering at night. I remember how people came out of their offices. People were gathering on the street corners, talking. People were gathering like that all over the world as the news spread.

Barbara was proposing a positive scenario. What if at a particular moment, released from the heart, all of a sudden masses of people began to hear the voice from within themselves of who they are and they began to gather out of the buildings, out of their houses, out of church building - people just coming together because they can understand everyone in his own tongue.

The bigot will understand that person he has been mistreating is himself. They will lay down their weapons, and we will learn war no more. This is my vision. That is what I hold on to. No matter what I see them doing in Africa. No matter what I see them doing in Ireland. It doesn't matter, for I see beyond that. I see there is coming something so powerful that is going to pierce the heart of mankind. God will make a new nation in a day. It will be a peculiar holy nation of people that will come together and join together, not intellectually, but in the heart.

All of a sudden, people will say, "You know, I couldn't stand you, but I understand you now. I understand why you acted the way you did or what you said. I couldn't stand you before. I just wanted to get away from you, but now I love you. I see what you are all about." Its like the cover is destroyed. The veil is rent. Everything that has been hidden has been manifested and shouted from the housetops. This is what we are holding on to.

This is why we need visionaries right now. We don't need prophets. Let the prophets go. Let the apostles go. Let the pastors go. Let the evangelists go. I can't believe people are still holding on to this five-fold ministry thing. It was good at one time. I am not judging it. The Bible says you can take too much of a good thing, like honey, and you will end up vomiting it up.

Whatever the ego blesses in the beginning, if it stays too long will betray you in the end. You don't want to stay under the hand ministry, because it is the hand in your face that keeps you from seeing the face of God. I am tired of seeing the hinder parts of God. I am tired of seeing where God has been, by a sign He left. I want to behold Him face to face. So, I'm saying to them that want to put a hand on my face. "Get your hand down, get out of my face, because I want to behold that which is perfect that has come." Let us not look through the glass darkly any more, but let us behold Him face to face. I want to find Him in your face. To behold the Great Existing One, the Great I AM.

Recently I was challenged, but not in a bad way. They said to me "How can you say that everybody on the planet is God's child, don't you know they have to come through Jesus? That Jesus is the only way that you can get to the Father?" Of, course, they quoted the very famous scripture, "I am the way the truth , and the life. No man cometh to the Father, but by me." I said to them that first of all that they must remember that Jesus said He only spoke what He heard His Father say, so that didn't originate from Jesus, but it came through Jesus from a much deeper place called the I AM. The I AM spoke out of Him and said "I AM the way." It's the I AM that said I AM the truth. I Am the Life" But we that joined to the Lord are also the I AM. We are all a way. It's the I Am in me that is the truth.

Jesus was the first to tap into that so that he could be a prototype. Isn't that powerful. Jesus said he was the firstborn of the brethren. He was saying,
I will be your model, your pattern, your prototype. That will help you to see what you can be when you awaken. Because there will be more than one physical embodiment of the Christ.

The ego wants us to think that all by ourselves, we can do the greater works that Jesus did. No, He was saying, "I will not abide alone, but I will die and fall into the earth and I will bring forth fruit after my own kind." He was saying that when Christ is embodied in more than one body then a greater work shall be done, because I return to the Father."

So, we really have to let the historical Jesus go on back into the glory He once had. Many want to hold Him in the glory that he had two thousand years ago. I'm telling you that is not the greater glory. When He healed a few people, turned some water into wine or walked on the water. That was not the glory He yearned for. Because He said, "Please, Father, I've done what you sent me here for, now receive me back into the glory I once had with you. Because now, I will reproduce myself many time over. It may take a couple of days Father, of doing cures, of healing and of casting out all of their misperceptions, all of their demons, all of their devils, but on the third day I will raise them up.

We are presently in the third day, the twenty- first century. Two plus one equals three. It is a three. When you see the spirit, soul and body brought up to the level of the I Am then you will be a nine. Why? Take six, six, six, the number attributed to man. Six plus six plus six is eighteen. Reducing it down further add those together, one plus eight is nine. In numeric's you have to reduce numbers down to their lowest number. So, the number of man is not 666. That's the way the ego wants you to see yourself. As the beast. But, you are a nine. Let's take 144,000. One plus four is five, plus four is nine. That is the man without the "hu". That is the man with the "hu" gone. He will come out of the image of the beast. That means you can't throw the beast away for in that which is the beast nature lies the nine nature. That's when the lion will lay down with the lamb. That's when we will feel worthy, so worthy. That's when we will get up from our altars of weeping over our sins and our shortcomings because we are not worthy enough to loose the seals, the seven seals of the book. That is when we will begin to loose the seals, the seven seals of the book.

This book is not an external book somewhere, but is a book in here that is sealed up with seven seals. What that means is that we have seven energy levels in the body that are sealed up with misinformation. All of the junk that your carry about your ancestry. Thoughts that you haven't been what your Mother wanted you to be, or your Dad expected of you and you have felt guilty about not living up to the image of the tribe.

We are simultaneously matter and spirit. In order to understand ourselves and be healthy in both body and spirit, we have to understand how matter and spirit interact, what draws the spirit or life-force out of our bodies, and how we can retrieve our spirits from the false gods of fear, anger, and attachments to the past. Every attachment we hold on to out of fear commands a circuit of our spirit to leave our energy field and, to use a biblical phrase, "breathe life onto earth" - earth that costs us health. What drains your spirit drains your body, What fuels your spirit fuels your body. The power that fuels our bodies, and minds, and hearts has roots in Divinity itself.

We don't want our leaders to be human. We want them to be images in our mind that never have to go to the bathroom. We want them to be gods, above us - not us. So, we put them on pedestals, even the movie stars. We want them to be an illusion, an image. When the history books are written of our presidents, all their little escapades will be edited out.

There have been things about the life of Jesus that have been edited out because we don't want to believe that He was like us at all. We have wanted Him to be so beyond us that we have ended up in hero worship. The best way that a hero can be a hero to you is to get rid of his humanity and his body so that you can make him to be anything you want him to be in the minds of the people.

We are going to find out that no matter how human someone is, the divine can still work in the midst of it. We are going to find out that God is going to use people that don't hold the same perceptions as we see. This is why people don't want to deal with certain ones, because it challenges their belief system. God cannot bless this one because they are divorced, because they are this or that. The real truth is God will speak out of anything that makes room in the inn for Him to birth Himself.

Jesus was not the most popular person of His day. He was seen as a devil. He was seen as trying to deceive people. Called a new ager. He was telling them about a new age of grace and love and God's mercy. They said, "Oh no, we have to keep these 631 laws of Moses. That's the only way God is going to be appeased. And they said, "My god, the new age is here, and it's going to try to destroy the whole status quo. It's challenging even who our God is. Did you hear Him the other day saying we are vipers and we are of our father the devil."

What's so different today? Does that sound familiar to you? So, here we stand at the beginning of another age, and everybody says " Oh, watch this new stuff. It is going to destroy family values and etc. I tell people, "Look, I've come to destroy nothing, but that only what you have been preaching for the past two thousand years is fulfilled." And, that's what scares them. That we might become the word made flesh and dwell among them, and they would have to behold the only begotten glory of the Father in this present life. This is what they deeply, subconsciously, fear. That it could all happen now and not later in heaven.

I have always heard, "Come and sit on the throne with me and let us rule together as kings and priests." One of the most beautiful things written in the whole bible is that we are heirs together in the grace of life. We are joint heirs with Jesus Christ. I'm telling you, God, the Divine, Christ, is willing to share. This other verse I love too. "Our bed is green", from the Song of Solomon. "He causes me to lie down in green pastures." Green is life. It is prosperity. "Come and lay down and share my life" is what He is saying. Be intimate with me."

When you are intimate with Christ, you can be intimate with each other. Let me give you the word for intimacy. IN-TO-ME-SEE. The intimacy is when I take off all of my masks, all of my guard down, all of my defence mechanisms down and let you look right into me and see the real me. Not the facade, not the image.

Some of you have known me at a time when I wouldn't have done this. I didn't stay with people. I was out when a meeting was over, because I never wanted anybody to see me. People had me in the place of being the great anointed revelation preacher, and I thought, "I can't be like that 24 hours a day. I had better get out of here before the anointing lifts." People would wonder where I went, but I don't do that anymore. Now I want to be with the people. I want to live with them. I want to stay with them. I want to eat with them, because I don't care anymore. Come on in-to-me-see. Look, I don't care what you find. I realize that if you find something and you don't like it, it is your problem, not mine. I realize if you go out of here and judge me, it was a projection on me of what you don't want to deal with in yourself. So, I can't take that responsibility. There was some reconciliation preachers I heard about that met in Columbus, Ohio and decided that I was not even reconcilable, even though they get up and preach universal reconciliation - that God is going to reconcile every man. They decided and had a meeting about me that I had so left into the new age teaching that I could not even be reconciled. You would know the names if I would tell you. Of course, it hurts for a little while, but then I have to realize that they know not what they do. That is the ultimate forgiveness, when Jesus says, "They know not what they do." He really meant it, because He entered into His Christ place that couldn't feel any nails. Christ wasn't being crucified. Christ was still Christ, even though the body was experiencing death. Jesus just shifted over to who He really was not taking His direction from His body, and when He did that the Christ could say, "My God, these people don't know what they are doing to that body. They don't know, they are insane. They are in the insane part of their mind, in their ego, and they are projecting upon Me what they don't want to go through, which is their own crucifixion."

The crucifixion is an undoing. It's a dying out, it's not dying. You have to look at the symbolic meaning of the crucifixion. It's about a part of ourselves that is in great power, that finally goes to a place to die out. It's hard, a very hard thing to die. It's probably the harder death than physical death. The harder thing is to die out and stay alive. To stay around and have to deal with it. But to die out now and have to remain alive - it's a living death. It's to attend your own funeral, which is actually your celebration.

That is why we should weep at a birth and rejoice at a death. Ecc. 7:1 I did a funeral a few weeks ago. I said, "Look here folks, I'm not here to be sad. I'm here to celebrate this spirit. The spirit today is here, celebrating it's liberty and freedom from limitation of a third dimensional body." I didn't even know the man, but was called to do this funeral and it was like he was there, and I could hear him. I got anointed and I literally could hear like a wind go through me and said, "preach it", let them have it." (He attended his own funeral) Just like Christ was there for His own crucifixion, saying "Go for it guys. Go ahead and think you can kill me. You can't kill me. This is an illusion. I find it all joy to prove you cannot harm nor hurt who I really am, the I AM of my being. None of this is happening to who I AM right now. It's happening to that which has embodied itself." Sometimes I think it is easy to get it over in three days. I've had to go through thirty-five years of this crucifixion. But "Take up your cross and follow Him--can you hear it? Raise the idea of the cross from a lower consciousness to a higher consciousness and see what it really is all about."

Namaste

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